Leaving on a jet plane, Don't know when I'll be back again.... (actually its 2nd feb)

The time has come and I am out of here!

Off to catch our train daan saarrf before by bum-numbing 16 hour plane ride. Ahhh, believe me in a few days time I will be delighted to have a numb bum. (I plan to use copious amounts of Deep Heat to make this a reality!)

So many things running through my head at the moment, and I seem to be worrying about, well, lesser important things and I cant help but think I am worrying because I feel I should. Given what a big deal this is (as people keep pointing out, and that's not a sarky comment, it seems I really do need people to tell me these things!) I guess it wouldnt be right if I was too chilled out. Although given the things that are running through my mind it seems I may be avoiding the bigger picture ....

1. Will anyone speak to me (silly as already got a bit of banter going with one of the other girls on email and text)
2. But what if her friend who she is going with doesnt like me and wont let me speak to her
3. What if NO on likes me and and I am on my ownio...at the back (will take ipod.... dodged that bullet.. mentally striking this off my list of worries)

In case you haven't grasped yet, I so seem to have the concerns of an 11 year old....

1. Maybe I will miss my flight - in fairness this is understandable
2. What if I fall off my bike on day 1 hurting myself so much that I cant cycle anymore.... again, a fair conern as I have a track record of toppling, lots.
3. ....I get sunbrned and end up being the loser who has to ride in the van
4. ....my dodgy elbow plays up and I have to ride in the van (how embarrasing if I couldnt complete because of an elbow!! )

I was going to carry on then, but really I am getting myself worked up into a state over nothing... more to the point if I carry on finding things to worry about I will miss my train and then I really will have some issues.

Maybe I'll just relax and enjoy it!!

Goodbye Scotland, hello Asia...